If I Should Die Before I Wake (2020)

Brian Edwards tries to tackle his LGBTQ demons and run away from his past. He has a wife and children but is still pulled into a life he's known with other men. When he meets Chris Egan the feelings he's fought to deny bubble to the surface. Against his better judgment he allows himself to be seduced.

Released Dec. 9, 2020 60 min None+

Genres: Drama

Keywords: imdb.affair, imdb.christianity, imdb.underage-sex, imdb.overprotective-mother, imdb.down-low, imdb.gay-interest, imdb.community-church + 10 more, imdb.barber-shop, imdb.unsuspecting-wife, imdb.unrequited-love, imdb.melodrama, imdb.pain-medication-abuse, imdb.former-athlete, imdb.drag-queen, imdb.consensual-sex, imdb.automobile-accident, imdb.self-reflection